Green Roc Thoughts

GreenRoc@mastodon.social

Followbacks not required. "Yes, I am autistic. No really. This is not a joke." ~meWhat am I doing on Mastodon? I speak honestly, in a world where the primary language seems to be lies. I hope for acceptance of neurodifferent minds worldwide.What I type about? Mostly my autism, which is cerified at level 2 social interaction.CW Content Warning: Contains politics, cusswords, trauma, etcLocation: Somewhere in America (not my choice)

Posts

Post #4050020
Good new everyone! I finally have a primary care I can trust! After our third or fourth video call. Been 10 years since my last good one. To prove to Section 8 why I need to get out of this apartment, a diagnosis named: Erythromelalgia.
Post #3829012
Something I want help with... Can someone post to me (DM or whatever I can read) a list of everything that is a "trigger" I been unable to remember, because I keep forgeting to write all that shit down... and I have too many bookmarks to find the previous time someone told me. I have a corkboard next to me. I plan to write the list, and stick it there. So few things get pinned. The most vital notes exist there. I want to know, what not to say.
Post #3416781
Topic: forgetting and punishments Toomany times I have forgotten or was too slow to fix something I had forgotten to do. Most deem me as some kinda malicious, for whatever I forgot to do. For some, quickly as 5 min by the time I can resolve it, it is already too late. They deem me as something bad and never let me fix it. Forgetting stuff has resulted in my mom's BFF having to move out of our city, I been kicked out of communities I been in for years, blocked and why I never do self-check...
Post #3331708
My parents put me through hearing tests more than once in my school life. I passed everytime. Tests did not include speech among daily noise,. Test was simply beeps of different volume and pitches, One beep at a time. Put me into a room with a noisy crowd, I might as well be listening in a room full of Charlie Brown Teachers. "You are not listening" my father yelled. No, I could not process the words muffled by everyday noise. EG: engines, foot steps, plastic/box rustling, speech, e...
Post #2635218
Maybe the world did end in 1999. It just took the scenic route towards the dead end.
Post #2635217
Topic: USpolitics Beauty is in the eye of the beholder... I prefer the lake to be a natural color, like green, black or brown paint. Natural looks would be beautiful in my eyes. Blue would just suck, and look artificial. https://www.bbc.com/news/videos/cp8pmgmpgj3o
Post #2635216
I want leaders with empathy and compassion.
Post #2635215
What makes me happy? Being accepted.
Post #1732608
With awareness comes action.
Post #1649848
I&#39;ve had a shit ton of bad experiences... But I dont choose to be mean to someone else. I&#39;m watching Law and Order Special Victims unit. Someone who murdered someone shouldn&#39;t be excused just because they had a sad life.
Post #1649847
I dont vote for several reasons... 1. I dont trust myself to know the right person to pick. 2. I dont want to do jury duty (dad was forced to go regardless of his disabilities, because he was registered to vote) 3. Paperwork triggers my mental breakdowns. Basically, I dont vote because of my disabilities.
Post #1649846
I cant count each time I been misjudged as choosing bad/wrong. I know myself. I know I have never wanted to do bad since I was four years old, which was the time I learned the difference between what feels right and good, and what feels bad. Sadly, I haven&#39;t been able to forget my mom disagreeing with my claim that I don&#39;t choose to do bad, and she accused me of being malicious. I was not malicious. I was trying to get something that would make me happy.
Post #1649845
Medical Question... Is there a certified name for when my eyes blink changes my visual clarity? I&#39;m very annoyed. Mostly blurred vision, but a rare occasion everything is crystal clear, so I strain to not blink. But then, I blink, and blurr is back... and sticks around for hours, blink blink, clarity change every blink.
Post #1649844
I feel so good being back into my drawing style. I play a website game called ovipets, they have a contest for art for a thing that wants to help &quot;Save The Frogs!&quot; Here&#39;s my entry:
Post #1649843
They are afraid of me because I don&#39;t fit into their neat little box. But I was suffocating. I want to live my own life, not the subjugated one they have.
Post #1649842
Good NEWS! Regional Center will now cover MY housecleaning laundry and errand transport. HurraY!
Post #613230
I dont like existing. This body takes up space that someone else wants. (Deathwishing isnt dangerous)