I'm Hateable, weird, forgettable, weird, ugly, and weird. People will seem to enjoy talking to me and I'll never hear from them again or they talk to me in a patronizing way. I think next semester I'll just introvert and stay away from people since mostly I just meet people treating me like I'm an idiot and pretending to be nice. There really is an unbreakable curse to being a student over 40, but doubly so for me who has always been an outcast. People online also avoid me...