Huh... Suddenly realizing the way I feel lately could be answered by framing it as a hunger for dopamine as if it is low. And I was told that this is why I have ADHD and why antidepressants never worked for me.. I guess that's validation in some weird way but it doesn't help with these annoying things I've been dealing with the past two weeks. Makes it hard to respond to messages when I want to or do the things I need to. I keep longing for something to happen or to get something and I'm always tired and I deeply desire positive comments about music or art I wanna make or finish. Also it's hard to focus at work because of these things lately. I guess this might be ADHD maybe. But I don't see any examples of this from others except on a single random reddit post lol.