Post #988978

So...I haven't posted here for a bit so I figured I'd update on what's been going on in my personal life if anyone cares. I've been taking care of my bedridden dad for the past year and I lost him at the end of February. Then, I was talking to a woman that I REALLY liked and she decided she just wanted to be friends around the same time. It's been a few weeks since that happened and I was taking both things really rough and tried to keep her as a friend. However, she started posting about a new guy she was crushing on IRL and gushing over him yesterday and I crashed out. I started drinking then ended up unfollowing her and forcing her to unfollow me. Long story short, we got into a huge argument and we're not friends anymore. I've just been feeling super worthless lately and have been drinking quite a bit. I just finished a 40 oz as I write this rambling post. I appreciate everyone who's ever talked to me here. Sorry I've been absent. I've been enjoying Threads as it has lots more pro wrestling discussion. Also, for those who followed my Threads account, I deactivated it last month when all this was going down and I can't reactivate Fediverse Sharing for a few more days.