Your modlog is public. Scroll to the bottom, click modlog and search your name. Removed posts are listed there with the reasons for removal. 12 now days ago your post about YouTube was removed from the lemmy.world asklemmy community because its title didn’t have a question mark. I am not able to successfully link removed posts but I can look through your comment log by clicking on your name and scrolling down. Nothing I’m saying is imagined or hidden. In my comment you replied to I said all the same things. This is not an attack. I am explaining to you why the things you brought up are happening because you erroneously believe changing servers would change the situation. Consider changing your behavior to avoid this problem in the future.