Good news: my sense of interoception has been gradually turning back on lately (after being largely disconnected by overwhelming circumstances and replaced with a blob of desensitized, generic "bleh"). Bad news: somehow I feel *worse*. Not only is there all sorts of screwiness as things reconnect, my body is just flat-out a glitchy, barely functioning, sick and tired mess and I get to feel more and more of it by the day. When do I get to stop being chronically ill? It's been *checks calendar* 26 years of this nonsense.