milk when being friendless backfires :fucky_bones:​ my own doctor prescribed me friendship making friends but,,, :disgusted_cat:​ i dont like messaging people first cause i think im annoying 😭 and if no one texts me first then womp womp it wasnt meant to be in my eyes :pp im not completely friendless by any means 😭 i have one best friend and we talk a lot , but other people just feel ,, idk how to describe it,, overwhelming? but in the sense that they're hard to talk to ,, boring half the time, and im overwhelmed that i have to come up with the convo,, i cant understand their cues like i do my bestie ,, that and the last 3 friendships i tried to form came with their own drama so im a bit frustrated i somehow manage to attract that kind of crowd 3 separate times :harold:​ anyway my MiriEri hashtag count came to "67" Haha new funny number :disgusted_cat:​ hope everyone has a great day :catto_blush:​