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@tiefling@bardicperspiration.club yk Gabriel's (my tulpa spirit thing lol) presence is like a constant reminder of death to me and that highlights every single moment of my life. I mean, once I'd gotten my anxiety more or less under control... It makes me appreciate every moment, person, animal in my life to the fullest and try to enjoy life, but it also makes me feel even more bored and frustrated by the things I don't want to do, and by the stuff stopping me from doing the stuff I want to do and being who I want to, both inside my head and in the outside world :bfoxevil: