Post #4135034

2026-07-27 10:49 UTC

@p4w@woof.tech damn, I get that. I have no memories of my life while I was in middle school, because my days were always the same? Like go to school, turn my mind off, come home, and then open my laptop and code or play games. That was literally my entire middle school. I never did anything other than that. I couldn't do something outside with friends because I didn't have any friends. Nowadays it's a bit different. I still have very few friends, but programming and gaming isn't really fun anymore. And uhh composing and music... ya,,,, I wish I could make more friends but I'm pretty insecure both irl and online too

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@p4w@woof.tech 2026-07-27 11:09

@rain@woof.tech Aw,, I hope you're getting better :( Life is still worth it, even if it feels like there's a dead end cause you don't really know what will happened in the future! There's a possibility of good stuff that can happen, even if those bad stuff are terrifying to think about; I was once at your place too, unmotivated to even begin new project or continue them (drawing, editing) but sometimes it's fine to take a break or feel jealous of others work! Really! Jealousy is a normal human nature, it's completely valid to feel like this, but you need to remind yourself that you shouldn't be too harsh on yourself; comparing yourself to others is like inviting yourself in a competition that doesn't even exist to begin with, start looking at where you started and compare it with your recent work You'd realize that you've come along this far, like really improving a lot, even if you don't notice it; so, love yourself even if it's a little bit, I noticed you're having an issue with your hobby as I used to be (in your other post) I hope you continue your hobbies, do it little bit, don't push yourself too much, improvement takes time even if it's slow, everyone has their own pace in life ^-^

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