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I can literally be wearing short shorts and a crop top with hair down to my back holding hands with my bf other queers treat me like I’m an inane ogre rape hon who will always be a heckin cis straight white guy outsider. Too autistic for normies so they only gag through small talk with me because they know they’ll ask me for help later. I wish I had no desire to talk to people. You get once chance at a first impression and if you don’t immediately smite them with charisma they won’t even give you a chance and then no one wants a new friend because they have all the friends they want so grit through talking with you if you join any hobby or try and go out alone.