I've been listening to Prozzäk's music lately, and it's weirdly been giving me hope about living with heartbreak. That it's not the end of the world, and that it's okay to be honest about those feelings and own them instead of pushing them down, or pretending they're not there. The heartbreak I feel isn't romantic, but just what I've perceived as a lot of one-sided interest and care for others over the past several years of my life. There was even a period where I felt "stupid" for caring about others who wouldn't or couldn't do the same for me. But the truth is that it's not "stupid" at all to care about others. It's never stupid to care, and my love is something that came from within me which can't be taken away, because I'm the one who chose to use it. The love I feel is who I am. This song in particular really reflects that, and how I've been feeling lately. I want my love to be what defines me, because it's a part of me, even if the things or people I love don't love me back. (because even with my interests, I've often felt like a total black sheep.) My love and my feelings can never be taken away from me, and I can own them. I feel a ton of heartbreak and frustration over a lot of things in my life. I'm kind of afraid that my current optimism will take a nosedive, but I'm trying to have hope now that some things feel a bit easier for me, and I can let go of more things. Even though I still feel a lot of confusion and heartache sometimes, I can at least know I'm not "crazy" for feeling that way and I don't have to beat myself up about it. I just want to be patient and kind and I want to love things again. What I love is what defines me, even if it doesn't love me too. https://youtu.be/witu7qcFUgA?si=q__QVItJqK4704-w #prozzak #music #XandriSpeaks