Post #38594

I switched to vaping when I got together with my husband, and it was fine, I actually hated vaping, it hurts my throat, and I always had it in my hand, I threw it into the yard once when I was picking up and tossing sticks, why was it in my hand? Always… ugh, the panic when I’d misplace it… but was on vape for 4 ish years. My husband recently quit vaping (he really made it look easy, two weeks and he was off it), and I …just moved back to cigarettes, roll my own to save the buck. I tried to quit at first, right after him, did the lozenges, but it’s put off right now. It doesn’t even take me a trip to vegas to get those rose colored glasses, even just a movie or show where they smoke in it, I’m like “yes, I need smoke now” like some fucking cigarette gollum. I’ve quit many things over the years. My brain won’t let me stop yet. I feel like I’d need rehab for it to be completely honest.