Post #3801632

I’m so depressed, I don’t know if I’m coming out of this one. Stuff is bad for so many people and I can’t help anyone. I definitely can’t save myself. I just don’t have any hope left. There is no more optimism for anything good to happen. Optimism only leads to more disappointment and I simply can’t handle any more of it. I’m in my 50’s and haven’t had any healthcare in over a decade so my biggest hope right now is for a quick massive heart attack. At least I didn’t kill myself, am I right?