IS IT WEIRD?

i hev 2-5hours svreentime on watchpeopledie for school shooters and killers info like vlad, eric and dylan, arthur, artyom n nikita, caleb, and more i also watched zero hour and zero day for columbine documinteryyye theres more like pekka, adam, i forgot some but i can visualize them, oh and also elliot and andrew theyre both youtubers pekka is on the youtubers list btw fun fact adam lanza has a youtube channel called CulturalPhilistine also it got taken down 1 day later after reddit post