Post #3755795

Woke up to a list of duties and no strength to feel anything about them. The body keeps going. It cleans, it carries, it answers questions. A shell that still holds its shape and does what it is supposed to do. No strength even to fake a smile in the moments where a smile would be the kindest thing to offer. This is what anhedonia actually is. Not sadness. Absence. There was one more paragraph here. Probably the best prose I have written in months, courtesy of the thoughts that are not looking out for me. It is not going public. Some lines belong to me, not to the timeline. If your mornings look like this, you are not the only one. That is the whole reason I write these posts. #Depression #Anhedonia #MentalHealth #Health #Blog #Thoughts