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@LaNaehForaday@universeodon.com Oh God that is so, so horrible, I'm so sorry that happened to you :neobot_hug_bun: I wish you a lot of strength because that's a lot to carry. For me it was mostly discovering my sexuality as a teenager in an environment where I couldn't talk about it, I had shame and no connection to anything lgbtq in real life. I also had lots difficulty with social interaction back then. That made is so that I only came out at 25 and had my first relationship at mid thirties. All those years I consumed (fan)fiction or other sapphic media to sort of like compensate for romance /sexuality I was missing. I thought it was just that - compensation, but when I got into that first relationship I quickly noticed that it was hard for me to be on the receiving end of sexual attention. I could do it, but it felt off. I thought it was because I grew up the way I did, that I had been alone for too long. Maybe that's a part of it, I'm not sure. But I knew instantly when I read about aegosexual that that was like how I have connected with intimacy since my youth.