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My antisocial behaviours have gotten worse since age 15. I'm always 50/50 somehow. Sometimes everything is okay then sometimes I'm just losing my mind. This pattern never went away even though I changed so many things in my life. My last psychiatrist diagnosed me with borderline but I don't know considering how shitty my life is. I can't hide this pattern anymore. People around me are realizing it. Therapists don't give a fuck anyways. I'm not dangerous but this shit is ruining my life.