Post #3607562
2026-07-05 15:56 UTC
Insults, low humor and slurs are screeched at full volume in the cadence and rhyme scheme of a one hit wonder song from thirty years ago and I just smartly choose to not externalize any of it.
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@Zoop@beehaw.org 2026-07-06 07:34
Hey, that’s really similar to how mine is! Minus the slurs, thankfully, lol. But I get it. Right now, in my head, it’s a mix of Rump Shaker by Wreckx-N-Effect and Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana except that the lyrics are re-written to be horrible and mean to me, about hating myself, telling me to kill myself, I should be hit by a car, I should be stabbed in the face, etc. I am not a healthy person. :D There’s usually plenty of dark/low humor and fucked up jokes I’d never say thrown in there, too. There’s also often a voice that goes “hey, that’s not helpful, be nice to yourself! You wouldn’t treat anyone else this way!” 'cause I really am trying to be better.
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@SubArcticTundra@lemmy.ml 2026-07-06 07:56
Woah, you just listen to a lot of music