Post #3244926

Had many bad thoughts today. Wanted to distract myself with some fandom, but the more I try the more it feels I’m not doing it right or i don’t know (like the feeling of being alone even when surrounded by people) To top it all, that place have serious favoritism issues. I got angered instead. I cycled through a lot of stuff I wanted to say but felt too pathetic I didn’t post anything at the end. I wish I had someone I could work these anxieties out with. Right now, I feel more alone and ignored than ever.