Post #3239097

I feel like a ghost lately. I can't imagine things will improve right now, I don't have hope for the reality of living off of disability benefits improving. I know I don't really "live" when I did work, I worked and would come home unable to care for myself, or my space at all and I have no joy at all. I am so lost. Isolation is making it so much worse. Everyone is busy with their own lives and I am tired of asking to hang out to be told they aren't available over and over again. I don't know what to do. I feel like an animal in too small of an enclosure without appropriate care and it's dragging my mental health further and further down the shitter.