Post #3232469

I wanted to use this account to talk about my gender stuff, so I should do that. Since being "laid off" (contract ended) last December, I have moved from wearing my forms when no one was around to "screw it, I am wearing them all the time". Well, not around family, since I only see them at big events; one brother lives 4 hours away and other and I are not in the same social circles. It now feels wrong when I don't have some forms on. It helps that my t-shirts are not tight so they are not immediately noticeable. But of all the body changes I want to make, having breasts was the big one. I was never medically able to go onto HRT so forms have to fill in that role. And I do have different size forms, so I can use smaller ones at work (whenever I get a job again) than I do at home. I do still get gender dysphoria and jealousy due to other changes I can never make (I want to be rid of all my body hair for example, but not with how my skin reacted when I tried to have that done). 1/