2026-07-17 22:42 UTC
Replies (1)
-
@FF777@shitposter.world 2026-07-17 22:47
@colonelj@ryona.agency yeah i know.. i don't really talk closely with the fediverse people here; i'm usually on matrix chat rooms.. but i figured i should post some thing on here before i leave this world so people don't just wonder what happened to me.. my life is a big complicated mess.. i'm old, i have uncurable conditions like ear problems where my ears are super sensitive (and i have permanent tinnitus), and i had a stroke in 2020 that caused severe brain damage (not joking).. and i'm poor and my family is dead and now my mom and all my friends have left and so it's like what the hell am i even doing here?.. by the way no one can convince me not to do it.. but i'm fucking old any way (44 years old).. i never wanted to be this fracking old.. so any way, i purposely stopped paying rent and the court has an eviction thing against me now and the sheriff put a notice on my house today saying they are going to forcefully evict me in a few days.. and obviously i'm not going to be homeless.. but this was the plan (not paying rent).. i could have kept paying it but it's time for me to stop my suffering on this planet, you know?..