Post #3165351

It feels like fae doesn't have a place in this world anymore; This one barely remembers the last time it could fully be faeself, how that felt; To let go and BE, hand in hand with my loved entities, planning a dream bigger than life; One time fae thanked Tori for being itself, that one responded by thanking this one for BEING (capitalized); That was probably when this one let go of its last defense mechanisms and just loved and trusted that one with all fae heart...; Now nearly everything feels stiffeling again; Thrown back into the unreal, the narratives, the veils over entities eyes and hearts, being Don Quixote again, instead of finally feeling like it was doing something worthwhile; This isn't living, isn't being, it isn't even survival; #IsopodsGrief