My closest family member at his own gun when I was in my early 20s. Its something that always ate at me, especially knowing he never got to know me as the woman I am. That his partner is left widowed for figure out the rest of her life on her own in her late 50’s. I say this because I want everyone to understand the gravity of the meaning when I say I would have trouble not telling that person to fucking dome themselves. Like as a voice actor, the idea of the machine being used to take your job being used for that. Like I get its not the right thing to say morally because that person probably has a laundry list of their own problems, but actually fuck them that’s ghoulish as shit.