2026-04-29 08:54 UTC
ok I'm no longer having a panic attack on the floor of a bathroom but I still kinda think I'm fucked. will try to just get through and try not to get fired. but it's horrifically obvious to me (and now the entire team since I burst into tears in front of them all) that I do not fit. but I don't think I'll fit anywhere at this point. this is the fourth job in about as many years, might be time to admit I'M the problem. but like. I'm the only one in the house making money. i can't lose this. and I can't quit. and I can't go anywhere else. so it's this or just give up I guess
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@rai@cloudisland.nz 2026-05-03 23:57
Had another talk with my manager. I told him I had therapy scheduled and wanted to wait until after that, but he went ahead anyway so I cried a whole bunch again. For me this is all wrapped up in being unhirable with my skillset, and being unable to support my family. It's lots of Big feelings I need to get a lid on to talk to him.
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@seawall@mastodon.nz 2026-05-03 01:01
@rai@cloudisland.nz 😔 💜