Post #2937491

It’s 6am. I’ve been awake since 4.45am I’m sat in the garden at my parental home. Today is going to be the hardest day of my life. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to be doing this. Saying goodbye to the one person I want with me right now. I will get no support from the only other person who has known me all my life. I never have. I don’t want it now. I want her. I can’t do this.