Post #2898570

2026-05-21 16:46 UTC

The absolute worst thing about being me is **not** that I have a reputation that completely dehumanizes me to all of the world, and therefore all manner of completely unethical and cruel attack on me and anything around me is justified. It is having this reputation while being constrained by every ruleset nobody else has to follow. I have to obey every law better than everyone else, appease my users more than any other forum administrator, and while also suffering in silence every time anything happens because any weakness is something to be seized upon by people who hate me and my community. Just once, just one fucking time, I&#39;d love to be able to unload both barrels in some piece of shit who fucking deserves it. No games, no pussyfooting, no moral constraints: just every single pain point I&#39;ve learned first hand dumped without mercy into someone who truly, truly deserves to suffer.

Replies (13)

@dt_oid@kiwifarms.cc 2026-05-21 16:59

@josh@kiwifarms.cc narrow is the path that forum owners must walk

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@i@declin.eu 2026-05-21 17:17

@josh@kiwifarms.cc no rest for the sneeder, keep up the good work

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@PunishedD@kiwifarms.cc 2026-05-21 17:24

@josh@kiwifarms.cc "The wicked plot against the righteous and gnash their teeth at them; but the Lord laughs at the wicked, for he knows their day is coming." Psalms 37:12-13 (NIV)

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@Arturo@kiwifarms.cc 2026-05-21 17:56

@josh@kiwifarms.cc Hang in there and thanks for what you do. It's a hard thing you've undertaken but there are people out there close to you who I'm sure are always there for you and will help you when you're feeling low. Thank you for all of it.

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@CrayonEater@kiwifarms.cc 2026-05-21 18:11

@josh@kiwifarms.cc https://kiwifarms.cc/notice/B6WsJfxSv17b92gvmC

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@Mark@nicecrew.digital 2026-05-21 23:54

@josh@kiwifarms.cc Is this the lyrics of the latest Linkin Park song?

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@foxdickfarms@clubcyberia.co 2026-05-22 02:39

@josh@kiwifarms.cc Lol, emo fag.

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@Wemmy@kiwifarms.cc 2026-05-21 19:02

@josh@kiwifarms.cc You gotta say 'LA LA LA I'M NOT LISTENING NIGGER' It's the only winning strat when people who don't care about you or want to actively harm you say anything :ablobcatcoffee:

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@NiggaCat@kiwifarms.cc 2026-05-21 19:16

@josh@kiwifarms.cc

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@1812@kiwifarms.cc 2026-05-21 21:05

@josh@kiwifarms.cc ethan klein

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@TREL@kiwifarms.cc 2026-05-22 01:57

@josh@kiwifarms.cc Are you buttmad that people are giving you shit for liking that troonsloop game, Mixtape?

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@shlomo_xl@kiwifarms.cc 2026-05-22 12:22

@josh@kiwifarms.cc ...Have you tried screaming racial expletives expertly blended into ongoing litigation commentary and IT humor in a Tarkov lobby?

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@YouDoNotHaveTheRight@kiwifarms.cc 2026-05-22 13:27

@josh@kiwifarms.cc you should try journaling.

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