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today is a day that's kind of significant to me (not my birthday, but i don't want to give too much away by explaining). and i woke up to texts from both of my parents sending well-wishes. our relationship is really damaged, and i'm not sure how i would have felt exactly if they hadn't messaged. but i'm tempted to say that it would have been a relief. this way, it just felt very suffocating. it was early still and i slept some more, and when i was done, +