Post #2758558

After that last meltdown my nervous system is acting so over the top sensitive even compared to normal and I'm sick of it's shit. I'm getting anxious as fuck seeing photographs of cigarettes. Fucking photographs. Normally, if it's not near my physical location I'm okay. Normally I could see someone smoking over a zoom call or something and give zero shits, as is though if I was on a zoom call and someone lit something I'd have to fucking leave. I want this fucking nervous system to go the fuck back to normal and to be overreactive to only it's normal things. I'm sure it will with time but this SUCKS. Fuck this .