Post #2709653
2026-04-14 01:56 UTC
I feel like I fucked up real bad, I said something I shouldn't have without even realising it. I apologised but I feel like still hurt them. I kept waking up during my sleep panicking that I've fucked everything up. I really hope they are ok.
There's so many thoughts in the back of my brain, feelings that came rushing back. I'm scared I fucked up and lost someone again, this time it was my fault.
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@marceline@dergdungeon.com.au 2026-04-14 18:47
I'm feeling like such a fucking dumb ass still, they're ok at least. I've had so much happen in the past 48hrs. I'm still incredibly scared of losing them. There's still a lot of very loud noises in my brain, I'm still losing sleep over it.