Post #2709648
2026-05-15 12:04 UTC
I really wish my foundations of being happy weren't tied to people. My current foundations are feeling rocky and it's allowing for negative thoughts loops to start.
These loops are allowing for thoughts of self harm, it's incredibly loud when it's happening.
I also can't feel like I can talk to the person this most affects because I don't want them to worry about me and they've got enough on their plate.
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@marceline@dergdungeon.com.au 2026-05-16 17:32
another note I feel like I don't know who I am anymore. there's people that want to get to know me better but idk how to answer that and everytime I try to pose that your of questioning on myself I just can't respond. it's like what's happened over the last few years has changed me into someone I don't know.... like I know I try my best and give everything to others but who the fuck am I. maybe I got lost somewhere.