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I haven't posted a check in here for ages! I'm sorry Bluesky family 🫂 I hope you're all coping as well as can be whatever corner of the world you're in (and I'm so sorry if you're in any of the currently really scary places). I've been a bit hermit like as the weather has turned cold here so quickly, it feels like winter even though it's only the middle of autumn. I'm not ready for the cold in any way! It's happening, I'm turning into an old person!! (This is a silly joke, I find myself thinking about age and how unrelateable it is a lot). My guy is taking a weeks leave from his work because his health is suffering which sucks. He looks after me so seeing him be harmed by work is really hard to manage. I try to help as much as I can but I feel so guilty not working myself. We're going to go to the countryside for a couple of days tomorrow. I'm having lots of daydreams about removing screens from my life. It's scary how addictive they are and how little I realise my reliance on them. I'm very grateful for the state of my health and my ability to understand and have compassion for what I'm experiencing. It's certainly a journey and not a destination. I'm getting really good at holding the bad in one hand while moving forwards with the other though. Sending you lots of love 💕