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currently spread so thin among various stressors, responsibilities, and commitments that I fear I will experience heat death of the self truly I'm just waiting for the day I break down crying like randomly in the metro or work or class. it's just a matter of time before I truly unravel and give up on chasing the illusion of control. I just need to finish this masochistic degree and wrap up all the futile shit I've been doing to get the money to support me through it