Post #2384817
2025-12-31 23:13 UTC
Jokes on you, I do exactly this but still tell everyone I meet exactly how depressed I am (the answer is very) and why. I have very good reasons and data to back it up. I explain it very calmly.
No one really gives a shit. Either they don't believe me or they think I'm exaggerating. Or they believe me a bit and then burn it from their memory the second I leave their sight. When I say there have been just a few days in my life where I did not ACTIVELY long for death, they don't seem to really understand me.
So weird.
Replies (1)
-
@MentalEdge@sopuli.xyz 2026-01-01 00:56
I mean, most people haven't experienced a single day of existence where they'd have rather... Not. And it follows they have no concept of how someone can still _function_ if they feel that way. Intuitively, you'd think those two things are mutually exclusive. So, probably also wierd how easy it can be to continue to go through the motions of life even as there is less than nothing inside. I hope the "days I want to be alive/days I want to not exist"-ratio improves for you.