Post #2313821

Quite despondent at the moment as I'm realizing that I won't be able to take up the job given to me by my father as it involves talking to potential customers for hours on end without a single faux pas. My autistic social retardation makes even one remark difficult to articulate without my frustration, contempt, or irritability showing through. I have the intellect to comprehend the industry, but I'll never be able to do it and live on my own due to some retarded genetic disease which I never asked for. It's hell. I can't keep a job as they all depend on some level of communication with strangers who are inevitably going to frustrate me in one way or another and I have no ablitity to hide the fact. I'm doomed to forever live with my parents. I can't even enter into a stereotypical autist IT job as the few non-offshored entry level positions still available for natives are social facing. Something of which I can't do. Everything is locked off to me with no hope of reprieve and there's nothing I can do about it.