Post #2271933

Gods, finally getting a chance and ability to more directly pinpoint traumatic experience and affliction/flashback; sharing a good chunk of that with my therapist this morning before work... I'm still shaking, queasy and feeling disoriented. Fuck trauma, and fuck what all of that did to me; school, work, some parenting, and especially whiteness. I'm just about ready to help end this; I don't want anyone to go through this traumatic isolation ever :blobsob: