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@taedryn@anarres.family I honestly don't know, I'm ultra needy (everything relationship related from just people to sexuality) because I'm extremely isolated due to trauma, disability,... so I honestly don't know how I feel most of my experience where on shaky grounds that makes me feel terrible about them but maybe it's just the conditions ? like it's often on my mind like some kind of starvation, but between all the problems that stops me from experiencing it in good condition in the first place and like general dysphoria, it's always a bitter experience to yearn about