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I suppose you could say that my family drove me to transition long before I did. In the egg cracking moment I unconsciously decided then and there that I wanted absolutely nothing in common with my family, long before I knew how trash they were. This plus other factors has affected how gender works in my brain. There's a reason that the men and women that I feel a bit more at home with are twinks, twunks, fem/roseboys (whichever one is the good one, sources conflict) and tomboys, and I suppose Janegirls as someone who in 2018 sort of IDed as one, but even that era as also a trans bifauxnen was such a murky egg crack that I can't give a binary level for that era. Then again my mom was always less bad than my father but not a good person either. Both have done many illegal things or have made illegal threats. Both are equally dangerous. Also the rest of my inbred (yes, it happened) family is no slouch at being even bigger douchenozzles than my immediate family. It's a mess. Anyways I know I'll be doing a lot of updates and gaming soon. It's a long story and list. Anyways I'm literally tired as fuck from a lot of shit. If you have anything terribly important you wish to tell me, I suggest you say it now. I'll keep posting as long as I am able. I've just been so... on edge.