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@QueerMatters I skimmed through your posts on the topic. I've honestly been dealing with that... a lot. I'm currently scared to go back to employment as I've often struggled to integrate in workplaces. My last job was particularly traumatic, I've not been this scared since the first job I've ever had. I also struggle forming lasting friendships as I've had a variety of issues with those relationships... A lot of times, my attachment to friendships was more intense than my friends, eventually breaking down into a lot of friction and difficult feelings for me. A lot of times, I felt excluded or feared that my inability to understand some social contexts and subtext would also be used for laughs against me. If there's one thing that has worked out for me, so far, it's more committed relationships. I am not comfortable with romantic feelings (I don't quite understand them) but I really love being intimate, close and caring with others. I currently feel relationship anarchy suits me best.