Post #2056079

What is wrong with my brain. I get wonderful news in the morning, I did a nice morning ride, but I can't get myself to work. I feel like shit. I want to work but can't, and now I'm blaming myself for not being able to. And then questioning my whole life and skills to that new life I'm trying to shape myself into. I'm scared. It used to bring me motivation and power, now it brings me down. I want my spark back