Post #2020527

Following up on my #GenderQuest threads (here https://toot.cat/@naga/116091924889943010 and here https://toot.cat/@naga/116223633843084229 ) Most recently, I shifted my identity label to demimale. I've been looking at whether I might be less male / possibly more female than I'd been considering. I do get some kind of euphoria from skirts in a couple specific styles, as well as just a general enjoyment of dressing femme. I also enjoy lip stain and nail polish, but I can't apply those myself (hand tremor). So I've been brainstorming with Jalan's help what I can experiment with to see if it brings euphoria, with the caveat of being mostly bedbound and not having much spare money. So I'm thinking of what I can try with low investment of money and physical energy. Before I test bigger-social-investment things like how I respond to pronouns other than he/him. One is more clothing options. I'd like to try a dress--that would be new. Maybe another skirt or two in the style like I one I love. Before that, though, I'll probably want to get some level of shaping. I can't wear anything that could interfere with movement, make me overheat, or impede using a plastic urinal. I also need to allow for having a broad, hairy chest. So I'm looking at the next purchase being some sponge breast forms and a full-coverage zip-front bra (a behind-the-back clasp is out of the question). I have a few blouses that look fine on a flat chest, but I want to see if having some curves under them feels good. And I'd want to test that before picking a dress style or two to try, because whether I have chest curves under them might affect selection. (1/?)