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So, I tried this: Head full of dark depression thoughts, to the point of causing me actual physical pain + ADHD meds that are much higher dosed than what I usually take + an impossibly difficult Lamplighters level I failed like 3 times. That did *something* all right. :neofox_nervous: Level: Solved. Also rushed through every other open hard mission I had. Dark Thoughts: Still there, but can't be bothered to care much about them, because my brain is feverishly searching for the next dopamine-laden task similar to that to focus on. Heart: Racing. At least in sync with my thoughts. :neofox_sign_aaa: I feel like my depressed ass is on the verge of vibrating into a parallel dimension or some shit. This is a scary intense level of focus.