Post #1553871

Oh! I forgot about this one the other day. It's easy to forget sometimes that I am pretty fucking cute. I often think I should post more pictures because it makes me feel good, but then I don't. And as much as I appreciate outside validation, people saying I look great, it's the feeling good enough about myself to post that is the real validation, the self-validation in the posting. The feeling that I'm good enough. Which is a fleeting and fickle feeling at times. Which is also strange, because I don't need to feel aesthetically beautiful to feel much more deeply beautiful. I don't dream about holding onto physical beauty until I'm old. I dream of the day I get to be an old crone, a hag, and the village crazy lady, the one that most people steer clear of out of sheer confusion, all but for a few, like Molly Grue and Schmendrick, who can see through the plainness and the illusion of their eyes and see the beauty of who I am beneath. Beauty that allows them to see the multitudes contained within me, and the threads that connect me to all, that all allows them to see their own beauty. But I also enjoy looking hot right now. 🥵🔥 Again like Walt says, I contain multitudes. What was the point of this post? I forgot. That I should take and post more selfies? Maybe? Idk. You tell me. Or don't. Love me and despair 😘