Post #1552347
2026-04-09 20:39 UTC
@Andrev yeah, and against the opportunity I have nothing. But the societal obligation I wanna obliterate. For now all I can do is to get some therapy
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@RosaCtrl@social.vivaldi.net 2026-04-09 20:49
@Andrev and I’m not joking here, a lot of my therapy has been around how much time is spend reading or listening to music and singing and tweaking my editor and knowing that they will never amount to anything. I will never do anything with what I’ve read, I will never sing, I will never write a useful program in my free time, and that makes me feel guilty. Guilty of joy. It’s so fucked up. So she tries to convince me that to exist is enough, which obviously is! But I cannot escape fucked up culture