Post #1426558

Can I just say, of all the PMS symptoms, why does blurry vision have to be a thing? I'm already irritable enough, but then just blurry fucking eyes for no reason?! Like, it's not the worst of the symptoms by far (and I know so many people have symptoms so much worse than me, not trying to compete or minimize at all), but goddamn, it is the one that is most like, can you just leave the hell alone so I can focus on my existential need to scream and not exist at the same time while wanting to eat all the chocolate in the world and hate everyone but not as much as myself and be both hungry and wanting to have all food out of my sight because the thought of eating viscerally disgusts me (not in a disordered eating way but in a feels sick to my stomach way) and then bloating, cramps, whatever. Let's not forget being so miserable to be around that compounds the issue of wanting to be left alone but not wanting to be lonely. Stay the fuck away but also hold me and never let me go. But blurry eyes. Can't even easily read some trashy paperback or something while I'm feeling like shit because blurry eyes. I mean, I'll read anyway, but it straight up sucks.