Post #1403454

Sometimes I have an urge to isolate myself. sometimes I conclude that I rly should leave some community, that I shouldn't talk to some people anymore, that I shouldn't bring up specific topics anymore. sometimes I just want to stop. but for some reason I never manage to do it properly. maybe I lack discipline or something?I always just doing half way which brings the pain of isolation without the benefits. and I feel guilty and hate myself for not being able to stick to myself... its weird