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@novenary @oddtail same, or I guess I have socially transitioned, but I haven’t even started medical transition yet, almost 5 years in. I want top surgery so badly but it’s so hard. I’ve kinda stopped doubting one or two years ago. Socially transitioning (and stuff like new clothes) has made me so used to thinking of myself as nonbinary that it just feels self-evident. I guess being closeted can make the doubt worse because pretending to be your agab can really have an effect on you, I think. But doubt really sucks, I also dealt with it a lot in the past. I’d just like you to know that you’re not alone, both in doubting and in being pre-transition (at least in some ways) 5 years in, and it gets better.