Post #1290934

i have recently been informed that I am "that bitch" (pos) and and was unsure how to react to that really it's not because i don't believe it, no, I do, I am special, I know this, I've known this internally for certain since I was... 12, 13? but ... how much does it really matter? it doesn't mean that you're better than other people. it is insufficient to mean that you're wanted, if anything it means more alienation. it definitely does not make me happier. "tragic fairytale princess" and the Thumbelina self-identification in my bio are not a joke; among other things they're a way for me to try and process this without having a very negative self-identity (mh state: fine generally, but.)