Post #1282545

I can't anymore! When was the last time in my life something gennuely good happened that was not a sunrise or a nice flower i saw? I genuinely am not able to remember anything, it might be depression slowly kicking in or it maybe the last years were just dilemma after dilemma in my life. How do you keep moral when everything falls apart? I mean like genuinely I'm an overly positive person and see great potential if we manage to get our shit together but right now my concrete problems dominate everything and sadly its not just a question of subjective outlook i guess.