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@Tattie I'm also a CIS man, and I was on hormone therapy as part of cancer treatment. I got meds that reduced my natural testosterone to close to zero. Had to get radiation in order not to develop breasts at 55 yo. My mental state changed considerably, enhancing all the traits generally associated as female. Physically, I went through menopause - hot flashes, joint pains, the works. A most interesting experience. After the treatment ended, I drifted back as my own hormones picked up again and had many experiences I recognized from puberty. All this to say that I certainly can't explain this either, but I know from experience that gender is fluid. I lived it, if only for a very short time. Being stuck at the wrong end of that spectrum must be super hard, and I'm happy to hear you seem to have found your way "home" now.